Last Weekend...Happy, Sad, & EMPTINESS...

Last Friday,
jz resigned from the post of secretary of chinese language society,
the most succcessful post in al my post i take,
i totaly computerised al the documents,
i jz wonder hw muc hardwork i hav to do,
hw muc time,
money,
my energy and my tots/idea to change the system...
swt...
i fel confident in the form 4 ajk of chinese language society,
they reali can do it,
i knw tat,
they hav the wil and functional groups to make use of it,
i din worry of them at al...

Last Satuday:
Part 1 - Mornin...
the Hari Anugerah of my skul,
i've get thes anugerah:
1. 1st in 4S1 (2008)
2. 1st in whole form 4 (2008)
3. saguhati in pertandingan syarahan bahasa cina zon perak
4. 1st in pertandingan lagu & puisi zon 3 (group)
5. 3rd in pertandingan lagu & puisi daerah (group)
6. tokoh pelajar 2009
the most hapy hari anugerah i ever had,
b4,
i tot tat my parents wouldn't satisfies wiz the prize tokoh pelajar,
coz they always say tat i nt tat quality,
last time in standard six,
i get tis too,
my parents din attend the ceremony,
they say its nt tat worth...
i fel it wil b same for tis time,
bt,
tis time,
they attend,
my mum said proud of me,
she said i reali deserve it,
she saw my hardwork,
i reali very happy to hear tat...
at last,
my family satisfies me as the tokoh pelajar...
my aunts and uncles congrat me...
teachers oso,
of course my best frenz 2...
in real words,
without u al,
i'll never strike tat high,
my life bcoz of u al bcum colourful,
bcum interestin...
lOl...
^.~

Part 2 - Afternun...
KRS AGM o...
an informal AGM i ever have,
in laughter and of course sum of them cry lar...
after hardship,
we form 5 ajk finaly can rest,
can concentrate in study,
never forget hw we organise a gathering,
a kursus,
hw we won al thos prizes...
Unforgettable...

Part 3 - Evenin...
my aunt and oso my primary skul teacher bufday party,
after i finish my work,
abt 5.25pm,
i jz rush ther,
havin an hour of gatherin wiz al my primary skulmates,
almost al cum bac o...

Part 4 - Nitez...
Havin steambot wiz KRS members and ajk,
as a farewel and oso celebration for sucess in organising gatherin,
eat so ful o...
feelin happy to hav tat feast,
30 ppl go eat at mp...
haha...
happy to take foto wiz ajk and new ajk,
memorable o...
half way oso gt go met my darling lar,
haha...
go pgs...
11 smth jau leave mp,
fetc the cinderella (my secretary) hum,
after tat gt go yum cha o...
haha...

************************
Finally,
al post left,
burdens bein left out bit by bit,
nw,
its time to work hard for my future...
aiz...
reali nt felin confort thes day,
nt physical bt mental,
i fel emptines,
no more tat power/fame...

stil,
i nid to wish tat thes new ajk,
no matter wat hardship wil cum,
u al hav to work together to solve,
no man is an island,
kay?
hope u al wil done better than us,
hopefulli u al can continue our spirit...
lOl...
^.~

A Fren Tats nt Needed VS Bondin of Classmates...

lOl...
longtime din update blog adi...
coz lazy?
coz no feelin to write?
i oso dun knw...

i would like to tel a story:
A Fren Tats Nt Needed...

from the beginin,
i adi knw tats i jz a passerby in tis ppl life,
tis ppl is the user,
i'm the s2pid tool...

who am i to him?
b4 hand,
i jz hav 3 of my best frenz (al gals)
i would like to hav a buddy in my life,
start from secondary skul,
bt...

instead,
lies many time i stil belif,
care of this buddy felins,
bt when tis ppl care of mine feelins?
none...
al the actions,
signals,
in fact,
jz usin me...

al my frenz told me nt to trus,
i stil din care,
who am i to tis 'buddy'?
NObody...

i heard of tat:
i'm the tool,
finis used,
no more value,
no more function,
a worn tool,
the end--jz leave...

4 years i knw tis ppl,
although,
ther r many problem between us,
i stil cum bac to tis buddy,
bt nw,
i knw,
we totaly different...

i feel cold when c tis ppl,
purposely prevent from havin contac wiz tis ppl,
we met...
like a passer-by...

lOl...
talk bac al my frenz,
3 best frenz,
nevertheless,
my heart bond tight wiz them...

5S1...
the most enjoy year wiz them,
the most enjoyable clas since secondary skul start,
b4,
i dun knw wat feelin of farewel,
bt nw,
nt yt reac the farewel time,
i adi fel so heavy...
pj wiz u al is the most happy,
most memorable memory wiz u al...
thx u al,

i seldom go pj,
almost not more than 10 times in a year,
i never like footbal,
bt the most memorable game wiz u al is footbal,
u al teac me hw to reali relax,
study together,
share story...
i fel the bondin of our soul nw...
the 5S1 spirit...

lets work hard together,
strike in exam,
our dreams,
our reality...

Lol...The DOG Vs J's...{Love Story}

1st time 自拍 o...

Hope nt so bad lar...

So Cute Ne...

Actuali I oso very Like "Ue"...Haha...

Me & Ue...
lOl...


Happy Bufday To Ue...

From : Mr Pig
Lovin Ms. Cuttie

Love Story - Happy Birthday to Ue...

today,

22nd of July,

is her bufday,
Happy Birthday To Ue...

i knw tat i'm nt tat type of best bf,

but i gift ue tis 'dog' is to accompany ue when i'm absent,

when i c ue happy,

i fel even happier than ue,

coz ur feelings reali afected my heart...

i'm so sory tat i cant always be with ue wherever ue go,

i hope tat everytime u c the 'dog',

ue wil thk tat it is me...

actuali,

i fel tat ue r one of my valuest gift from god...

initialy,

i almost wanna to wrap myself and gift to ue,

bt lol,

haha...

can't ooo...

its adi 1 month and 13 days,

from the 1st day we start our love story,

i fel grateful to hav ur support,

ue hav privilages towards me,

a special permit i've given to ue:

The Key to Open My Inner Soul...

In my heart,

there adi a special place fer ue,

an unreplaceable place,

specialy fer ue...

I hope tat ue wil nt regret to be with me o,

haha...

lOl

^.~

Farewel on the run...^.~

Prefect farewell party jz over ytd,
it end in laughter,
happiness,
bt no sadness,
its cum wiz emptiness...

jz sudden fel reponsibility bein left bit by bit,
feelin different,
haha...
bt stil nid to oercum,
coz life goes on...

lol,
nex saturday is krs farewel party,
hopefuli wil b a succes and meaningful party...

i'm no longer tat "power" in skul,
learn to b normal from nw onwards,
no longer the "head"...

i'm nt feelin sad to resigned from the job,
jz fel sum emptiness in my soul...
nid time to recover,
readi to say bb to thos bz and messy job,
say hello to study hard,
lol...

thes day havin a lok of past,
fel like many works hav done,
whether happy or sad,
its stil memorable...

fren's blog jz write:
tis mayb the last time we,
students of 5S1,
to pj 2gether...

b4,
i din fel any felin of farewel,
bt after the prefect farewel party,
i reali fel time is goin too fast,
time to be together is getin less,
nw i oni knw y sook yeen feelin "heavy",
coz i knw,
the time is runnin off,
nobody knws wat wil happen in future,
aiz...

CHEER UP MAN!!!
lets enjoy the followin days,
so tat we wont miss the time...
lOl...

Love Story之“说你也一样爱着我...”

超爱这首歌...
hehe...



爱你哦...

Lately Written Love Story...

27th of June,
our second datin,
havin fun time together in K-box,
u sang fer me the 1st time,
i'm so hapy to hear ur singing,
hehe...

everytime datin wiz ue,
i wil feel tat the time is runnin in hurry,
fun time din last long,
bt its stil memorable,
its stil make us more appreciate each other...

as time goes,
challenges are cumin along,
to test our truthness...

its my pleasure to hav ue in my life,
i'll hold ur hands tight in my heart,
tighten the special bond between us...

its adi 1 and a half days,
i stil nt yt reload,
hopin ue can 4gv me lar,
can?

Lovin ue,
My LOVELY MS. CUTTIE...

lol...thes days bz again...

jz tot of retirement,
den suddenli gt job again,
haiz...
when oni i can reali resigned from al thos messy jobs,
aiz...
ppl jz wana exploit al i hav,
fel tired lorh,
urghs...

jz after the big project,
start to think tat i hav plenty of time to rest,
to pick up my humwork,
to play and relax,
bt nw,
its a lie,
havin hard work again,
i hate hearin tat i should do tis,
i should do tat,
HEY!!!
Cum on...
if i was reali fre to do wat i like,
i'll enjoy,
bt tis time i nt enjoy at al!!!
coz ther adi so muc thg tat i nid to do fer certain purpose,
i hate tat,
i fel like so lazy to start doin al the work,
coz i don hav the fredom to do...

Hvin Fun Writtin Love Story...

lol...
our 1st datin fal on 21st June 2009,
at Jj,
watcin movie together,
1st time holding each other,
talkin to each other so close,
havin time together,
watc movie 2...
lol...

although ther stil some distance to b reali close enough,
i wil stil take step by step,
no hopin to fast,
jz hope can get close naturally,
ready to take action in order to make ue happy...

reali hvin fun wiz ue,
my princess,
my Ms Cuttie,
no other words,
Love Story is specially written fer ue,
I LOVE UE...

Glorious Year!!!

Year of 2009 reali our glorious year as wel for me...
tis year reali experience muc events...
win and lose of compt,
sucess in organising functions,
everything jz make al the AJK to be happy enuf,
and we are going to say "Glorious Retirement"...

Be along wiz Yuk Kwan Gathering,
and at last JPPKRS 6th Gathering,
we reali sacrifice a lot in order to make tis gathering to be sucess,
at last,
its show tat every hardwork done is worthful,
tis is the last year i in JPP,
as wel,
the last gathering tat i can take part,
fel tat everything has to be over,
its time to let go,
i never regret for chosing KRS,
although its reali tired,
its is meaningful fer me...

reali very thankful to al juniors, seniors and frenz,
without u al,
we couldn't strike so high tis year,
thanks fer ur support...

To every junior of JPPKRS:
"Try ur Best and continue our work,
one day u may oso fel like us too...
dun grumble and dun regret,
coz u hav no time to ponder of yesterday,
al u hav to do is look forward,
and u wil find there wil always be road to walk to...
No matter ther iwil be hw many challenges in future,
they are waitin for u al to solve them together,
Let's Do It,
JPPKRS can Do IT!!!"

Love Story...Jz Me & Ue...

we jz start our Love Story,
to hav a pages in it,
i stil remember the date and time,
9 Jun 2009,
12.02am,
the beginin of our love story,
i promise to share al the feelins in it,
a story wiz no lies,
havin real and true feel of it,
i promise to gv u al i hav,
i promise,
ther should not b 'promised hapiness' in the end of this story,
coz i wil nt let it end in tat way,
i wil gv u the real happines,
the solid feel of love,
although its jz starts a few days ago,
bt i knw we reali hav the true fel wiz each other,
from the first day we started,
the love story is jus fer ue and me,
no other ppl can interupt us,
coz i wil alwayz believ in my cute Dear...

in this world,
i think ther should nt b other words tat more powerful than thes words:
I LOVE UE...
no matter wat wil happen nex,
ue wil always be ther,
deep inside my heart,
a special reserved place for u...

I LOVE Ms CUTTIE!!!

Success adi...

Finaly success adi...
so happy...
hopefuli wil b long enuf...
i promise i wil b the 1 who never hurt u,
who wil protect u,
and gv u al i hav in hand...
i sweared...
lol...
^.~

LOL...jz knw a gud news...

YEAH!!!
finaly hav chance adi...
hopefuli can success lu...
HAHA...
LOL...
^.~

Fs post...

hav a lok of my fren de post n his fs profile,
simple but meaningful,
a oeverview of LOVE:

初恋↓↓
世界上最甜美的事情　莫过于你慢慢地向我走来
静静地诉说着「我爱你」

暗恋↓↓
世界上最遥远的距离　不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前　你却不知道我爱你


热恋↓↓
世界上最令人察觉不到的事情　便是你我在一起时
那个不断流逝着的
据说叫做「幸福」的日子

痴恋↓↓
世界上最遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前　你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱　却不能在一起

苦恋↓↓
世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱　却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

失恋↓↓
世界上最遥远的距离　我明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷默的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

爱一个人，无需时常挂在嘴边的。。我爱你，不是爱给别人看。。 是用心的爱护她，无微不至地照顾她，别让她伤心，受伤，掉泪。。 要让她无时无刻都感受到幸福快乐。。一段美满的爱情，是需要两个人一起制造出来的。。需要互相体谅，真诚对待对方，互相关怀照顾，偶尔会担心下对方，那这段感情就会长久了。。 "爱情是很奇妙的，如果有感觉，不管对方再怎么样伤害你，你也不会生气，你还是会深爱他..；相反的，如果没有感觉，那个人为你付出再多 ，你也不会爱上他的！爱情就是那么的自私!"

sum real word abt love,

a short but gud view of love...

LoVe StOrY...

Highly Recommended Song:
Love Story by Taylor Swift...

my favourite song fer nw...
hav a hear of tat...
lol...
^.~

lol...complicated normal experiences...

thes day,
bz wiz own skul gatherin,
so tired of learnin al the skil fer the gatherin,
luckily gt abt 50% of work done b4 holidays,
lol...

thes day,
al normal experiences fused together and make my life goin unsmooth,
a lot homework stuck ther,
jz thk of yum cha wiz frenz,
thk of other ppl feelin as well...

lol...
my frenz havin problem wiz his couple,
hopefully can solve in time,
coz i dun wan an 'unstable' ppl walkin wiz me,
its dangerous o...
haha...

kelas tambahan havin frequentli,
make me fel tat tis holiday more lik skul day,
haiz...

however,
stil enjoy it,
lol...
^.~

V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!!!!!!!!!!Our Pride......

When evryth end with blossoms:
evry hardwork is reali worthful,
evry hardship in the progress bcum sweet memories to us...
VICTORY is the blossom...

To me,
tis gathering is reali meaningful,
its my first time to bcum the 'computer director' of a sketch:
i record the sound,
bcum the sound of the main male character,
mix with background music,
add up with sound effects...
its the first time i do al tis computer work for the sketch,
i oso dun knw how wil the effects cum out,
but evryth satisfied by the prize 'Best Drama'...
thx for Janelle,Li Yen,
who gv me alot of idea abt the sound effect and background music,
thx for Chicky,
who was the director of the sketch,
thx for hc,
who help me to do al the arrangement of tools and characters,
thx for py and Mun Yee,
who are the main character of the sketch,
thx for Yoke Yew,
who was the 'lorry' in the sketch,
and you have gv me the rite feel and timing,
and thx for al other character who help in tis sketch...
Well Done i hav to say to u al!!!

Dancers,
reali congratulations...
Best Dancing worth a lot to u al,
u al hv done very well,
u al are the BEST...
keep it up...

For me,
the most touching part of tis time gathering is when we won the Best Sketch,
i reali feel very happy abt it,
reali touching,
the first time we take part in sketch compt,
the first time we win the prize...

Overall,
is the award to al the members who attend the gathering,
we won it bcoz of al the members,
reali very appreciate ur attendance,
Thank You Very Much....

i realise tat,
victory cant be achieved by jz 1 ppl,
we muz work together in order to success...

Although nw my body is out of energy,
bt my spirit,
my soul is ful of wil power,
we mz keep on movin forward,
our own gathering is on the run,
hopefully we can gain another victory...

V-I-C-T-O-R-Y,
victory,victory is our pride!!!!!
JPPKRS is the BEST!!!

RuLeS?...

wat r rules?
rules in an competition isn't should be written black and white?
suddenly deduct our group's mark jz bcoz of a reason tat nt bein satisfied,
nt bein written,
nt bein told,
wat a nonsence it is...

jz feel tat smth unfair,
unfair in treating the team jz bcoz of 'tat',
i knew tat i shouldn't feel tat,
bt its jz make me feel tat way...

lol...
no nid to exam tomolo,
the 'benefits' of tis competition...

1 thing tat i reali sure tat:
al my idea in tis competition is reali satisfied,
the feelins,
themes,
arrangement...
evth is on the rite path...

losin is nt equal to 'lose',
its 'gain'...

ExAm sTiLl ON...

the exam is goin to last 3 weeks,
on behalf tat ther is teachers' day in between,
camp perdana straight after the exam,
bz to plan on tis,
jz hardly to concentrate on tis mid-year exam,
jz hope nt gettin a too bad result,
can maintain jau can jor...

HaRd WaR bEgIn...

Mid Year Exam,
tomolo reali start...
oso dun knw wat to do,
wat to prepare...
lol...
wat a pity...
haiz...
hard war is goin to begin,
my status in skul is bein test,
goin to collapse or maintain,
lol...
no time to think of...
smth is wrong in my heart,
lol...
hav no self discipline adi,
hope when the war start wil comfort,
my heart to get into the rite position,
lookin 4ward the short peace after war,
i knw my mood,
my way is bein a little off thes day,
words cumin out and it hurts smbd,
i hav to hardly control the uncontrollable feelins,
lol...
happy fer my pc is repaired...
haha...
^.~