越是在乎，

越显得脆弱、不堪一击，

越容易受伤...

琴键敲下，

音符宛如锥心的痛，

轻快的旋律也显得缓慢沉重，

童话般的意境渐渐模糊...

上天，

总是很公平的，

给了些什么，

就会拿走些什么...

残缺的我，

奢侈的拥有过付出的机会，

享受过友善的待遇，

对于我来说，

还能奢求些什么？

我向往的未来，

还很远吗？

Never Ever Let my MOOD Down

Coz I Know Wat I'm Doing

&

Wat I'm Meant to DO so

Fame?!

I stil rmbr the 1st time i've been learnin tis word is thru MUET,

time flies, and STPM is getting nearer and nearer,

I din expect tat i wil get such result in my Trial,

and now, it is creating more pressure to me jz to maintain the standard...

I knw tis 1 month time is very imp to all of us,

bt I knw tat if i'm eagerly to maximise my effort,

I tends to meet the 'dead end' which i wont let it happen...

however, thgs rili get complicated nowadays,

I just wanna find a place for me to feel free...

which i doesnt feel pressurised...

for the past few months,

i din update any post here,

simply because i dun knw wat to write,

what i've been feeling thes days are not imp???

NO!! but juz dun knw wat to write,

attended camp, meeting new frenz, having trip to Chemor...

supposingly, i wil have a lot to write,

However,

countless times i opened the blog and left it blank,

wrote>>delete...

What to do?? Life is jz lidat...

Relations, Human interactions r jz unpredictable, illogical...

for the past, i've been analysing to much on these,

trying al the logical ways to explain it,

but the conclusion seems like independent from these thoughts,

and yet i'm getting less and less care abt these,

bt for now, i stil stick to a general way:

People happy, then I'm happy ^.^

Thats y i like to smile (sometimes even smile for nth...XD)

simply bcoz i like seeing ppl smile which can cheer up myself too...

I'm stil like to b blue when alone,

thinking the same person all over again,

telling myself to stay strong although absence,

I'm working to materialise wat i've been promised...

I'm sure time wil prove it for me...

Well~~

I jz came out with kinda brainless theory:

LUCK is like a PHOTON, ALL or NONE!!!

HARDWORK is like ENERGY, it ACCUMULATES!!!

XPP

STPM!! I've no fear in U, jz as if I'm prepared for U!!

The destination is jz near...

I Hope so...=D