wat is impossible?

i reali confused nw,
my feelin is mixed up,
wat is meant by impossible?
is it reali everyth automaticaly bcum my responsiblity,
y?
i always ask myself,
i even said tat i'm nt tat wise and clever,
y?
everybd jz say tat i mz do it,
if i din,
its my false...

am i dun hv the right to say no?
am i reali so s2pid until dun knw how to refuse?
i am...

i jz dun wanna to b angry easily,
so,
i jz chose to b dumb,
to b an idiot,
jz bcoz i dun wanna argue...

and,
is it sumth tat we hv so frequently,
it wil bcum worthless?
i totaly agree,
coz i am the 1...

i jz gv out wat i knw,
the response to me is nothin,
am i the 1 who dun hv the choices tat other hav?
jz bcoz in others' eyes,
i am clever and nth i fear of,
i should b like tat,
and i should do tis and tat without havin my own intends...

i can say tat nw i hav the power to control,
bt once in a while,
it mz hav words tat spontaneously hurt me without bein known...

should i shouldnt b tat generous and friendly?
i dun knw,
coz i knw i am the type who hard to change tis features,
bt,
i fel tat its reali time for me to change...

sumhow,
i fel tat i should set more privacy to myself,
i should kep more feature in my own,
nt bein shown to ppl...

i oso tat type of nt ez goin ppl,
i wil b stubborn enuf when sum1 treat me badly,
sum ppl should aware of tis,
coz thes days,
thes ppl reali irritant me...

lastly,
i'm not interested in tat ppl situation...