Monday, October 26, 2009

Mentally Obstacles...Disruprtion...

long time din update blog,
jz feel tat no mood,
no intense to write,
as i knw tat even my on9 time has decreased,
sit on the desk and do work,
sleep,
eat,
go skul,
tats al...

actuali,
nt feelin happy wiz my result,
coz i scared i wil fall from grace in the true war,
feelin stress up,
estimations and hopes throwin in,
feel like no time to waste,
bt instead,
i stil leisure in my work...
smtm i tot tat:
if i use fulli my time,
my work wil be done in double or even triple,
bt,
i'm lazy...
tats al the reason...

dreamin to be on top,
bt so hard to achieve,
new gradin,
new history,
nids more effort on it...

feelin emptiness thes day,
nid to overcome when alone...

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