Suckzz days...

thes days after spm reali suckz...

doin suckzz thg,

jz thk of goin out and havin fun,

watc movie,

yum cha,

shopin,

langkawi trip,

get drunk...

al hav experienced,

tis sat is goin to kl,

nid find job,

for money income...

aiz...

nid end up tis suckzz days soon,

go bac to the normal life...

yt,

i'm nt tat expert in relationship,

smtm feelin confused...

i'm stil pressin down,

coz i'm jz knw tat thes feelins aint real,

it wil nt last,

jz nid to get over it,

and i sure it wil over soon...

hypnotizing myself to belief in wat i should belief,

try hard,

bt stil effortless,

hope tat move to kl wil turn better...

old wounds is stil ther,

painin as usual,

i stil chose the same way...

smth i'm nt changin myself,

bt life is an ongoin process,

smth i hav to change 2...

i'm depressed,

i'm stil at the corner,

less visible,

reali disapointed...

smtm i reali wanna spit out,

bt,

i'm stil decide to swallow bac al thos word...

hw i fel,

hw i thk,

it's nt important adi,

coz others dun care,

i oso lazy to hold on tat,

tired to care thos felin and tot...

camouflage is stil my technic...

ntg more...