Thursday, November 26, 2009

Half wAy GoNe...Half Way 2 Go...

Finaly,
SPM jz left 5 subjects to go...
thes 5 subjects muc more important to me,
stil nid hardwork...

tis days,
jz hard to comfort myself,
like a wound up spring,
so hard to fit myself in thes stressful moment,
kep on study study and study...
bt stil thk tat's nt enuf...

nw,
3 science subjects,
plus akaun and bc...
muc more to go...

scared tat i'll fall down,
nbd wil knw tat type of feelin,
nbd wil und hw i fel,
nbd wil knw hw i face thes,
so bored wiz thes words,
coz evbd jz say i'm should b lidat...

don't they knw,
hw muc i've work to tis level,
hw stress i was to face tis words,
don't they knw,
i'm oso a student,
typically a fragile-hearted student...

sm ppl waitin silently to c,
sm ppl support silently,
sm ppl jz voice out unpurposely...
bt al thes,
i jz watc silently aside,
listenin to thes topic,
again and again...

instead,
i cant control ppl mouth,
i jz can control my emotion,
jz kep on controlin my expresion,
ntg more i can do...

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Sick adi...aikz...

on thursday,
jz feel tat the nose a bit runny,
den on friday,
my body system broke down adi,
fall sick...
aiz...

go hav panadol,
den jau sleep from 7pm til mornin...

family not around,
everyth nid to do myself...
hope fast fast recover lar...
if nt hw can i finish my study...
aikz...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

SY...Hapy Bufday o...

today is one of my best frenz bufday la...
hapy bufday o...
haha...
wish u happy always o...
hav adi given too many words to u thes years,
hope u wil nt felt i'm leceh lar...
from our 17-year life,
we actuali know each other since standard 1 til nw,
we even study in the same class,
haha...
reali appreciate to hav u as fren lar...
11years time,
more than a decade we r tat close to each other...
i'll never 4get tat u hav came in my life,
make my life more colorful...
Happy Birthday 2 Ue...
lol
^.~

Monday, November 2, 2009

misund...

smtm,
little thg can be so huge in the sense of problem,
smtg misund reali confusin ppl,
like mental disease,
hate tat...

moody thes day,
i've gv out wat i can,
nt hopin anyth to b in return,
coz i never meant to,
jz hopin tat i wil get peace after tat,
keep silent made the sense enuf,
dun spread sum virus everywher...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

空话...

姐回来一天,
又回去了,
事情发生了,
也过去了,
留下的就只有深刻的教训,
希姐更坚强、幸福过活...
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夜晚又降临,
忙于徘徊,
但思绪却在飘,
不会表达...

许多话,
闪过的念头,
刹那间,
想说,
却不知如何说出,
又吞回去了...

面对的问题,
也不懂如何解决,
因存在的问题
不知在哪,
也琢磨不透...